Today I'm Feeling Much Better

Listening to Sinaran !
I havent buy any cosmetics or toold yet this month yet my salary is almost half gone.
and worst part is I spend them all on food and random items I see ... argh

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I have been feeling very down for the past few weeks.

Almost as though everything that I do

is wrong and not at all going smooth

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there has to be obstacles everyday

I'll wake up feeling afreshed

and then end the day staring at my room ceiling

thinking

spacing out

or even cry

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Yet Today I want to thank God

for slowly taking me out of all the these misery slowly

His timing not ours

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I want to thank God today for blessing me with 4 very great friends

I may have over 300 friends on facebook.

but the ones that really stick with me through thick and thin is only 4

and of the 4

2 are people whom I recently met

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I thank god that they are so supportive

Giving me great advice

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Owh everyone has to have friends who are at least 4-7 years older than you

their matured brain is going to help you through shitty times easier. haha

coz it does make sense.

their point of view is very much different

the way they lay out the pros and cons for you before you decide compulsively.

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AHH

today I'm feeling so good for some reason

I wore extra nice to work. and my dad saw me in the morning and was shocked

hahaha..

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I'm sure there are more interesting thing awaiting me ..

I'm scared

I don't know whats next

But I'll take a step at a time!

I think in a couple more days I'll be fit enough to start blogging again on my other page..

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Thank the Lord for all he had done. 
May he continue to guide me and teach me